Kay is a slender dark haired woman of time and grace. Misunderstood by many, loved by many and disliked by many.
Although recently divorced and shunned by her children, she has begun a new life. A dream life that can be all about her.
No one needs to be concerned with it being all about her. That isn't a threat to anyone. She is too kind-hearted, caring and loves others far too much for her to be selfish.
She only wishes to follow through with her own beliefs on how to treat others, make judgments of the world around her based on her own observations and free herself from other's fears for her. She wants her opinions of who she should be and what she should be to be her own.
She sees the world as a beautiful place. A place filled with many different peoples, views, beliefs and adventures waiting to be taken.
If you are waiting on death or afraid of dying, you are not living. If you are not living, you may as well be dead. ~Kay
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Not sure what to say about myself. Here goes some facts:
I am 48 years old, 5'9" and weight 124#, been married and divorced 3 times, have
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5 beautiful children, a beautiful grandson, one cat, and one dog. I live with 2 of my children, plus one extra in a 2 bedroom apartment. I have a pretty nice truck and have to take Lexapro to keep my sanity.
At the moment (August 16, 2010) I am in New Hampshire with my husband or ex-husband. Not sure yet since we can't seem to get a divorce. We have agreed to just date. I'm pretty sure that means go on as usual but not be married. Yes, confusing to everyone especially me.
My children are grown. My youngest daughter and her boyfriend live with me along with my youngest son. My oldest son is married, and my oldest daughter has given us the most beautiful baby boy in the world. Okay, so I may be just a little prejudiced on that one.
I am proud to say that I am down to two pets. At one time I had 24 or more animals at the house (not the apartment). It was an adventure. Princess Gabriela (Gaby) and Z Kitty are my pets today. I have had Gaby since she was 6 weeks old, and she just celebrated her 8th birthday. Z, when we got him from the shelter, was suppose to be Zoe except we discovered that she was a he. Z just got stuck with Z. He has lived with us for a year, and no one has been able to catch or pet him. He just exists, usually sitting in the window sill or under my desk in my office/room.
I am crazy about Farmville and Facebook. Facebook mainly because it has reconnected, well connected me with people in high school that I really didn't take time to get to know. Farmville is just a stupid addiction.
I am a web designer by trade these days. I am currently trying to build my business because of the divorce. I haven't worked outside of the home in 11 years at anything worth mentioning so I'm trying to turn a hobby into something to provide a living for myself. My web design business is BurgundyRealm and I have another blog there. Its technical type stuff. I use to blog there, but thought that since sometimes I am not a nice person it would be best not to be too personal on my professional blog.
I also have mood swings that go beyond anything resembling normal. I don't know if I'm just cracking up or getting old and tired of stuff. To keep myself from pushing everyone I love away from me, and those I might want to love and care about one day - I take Lexapro to help stabilize the moods. I worry about ev-er-y-thang (love you Katt Williams!) and that triggers the mood swings.
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